1.
No one knows the pain I go through
Like the rest of my life, it remains invisible
I cannot live this lie, this life
So to you I say goodbye
Goodbye, to you my one true friend
My friends that never new me
Or the cage that confines
My face indelibly stained by floods of tears
The inside dying, disintegrating
Till all is gone but a hollow shell
The silence pierces me ears
Like my silent scream
With every step I beg u to sav me
Save me from the places in which my mind ravels.
2.
Im sorry who I am hurts u
Why cant u c that this is me
It hurts me as much as it hurts u
But y does it when it is true to me
Ill always be me and I lie to u
But only to protect you
Cant u see hat this is my life
My opinions, my choices.
Stop forcing me to be you
Your opinions are ures and not mine
U call urself a friend
But how can u be a friend
Hen u treat me like shit?like this
3.
How do we live on the outside
when we?re dead inside
I?m laughing yet I?m crying
This isn?t me, cant anyone hear
Cant you hear, please try
Give me a little hope
I?m crying but I?m the only one that sees
It doesn?t matter now
There?s nothing left inside
Inside I?m dead
4.
I?m hurt to much
All feeling escapes me
Tears fall like floods
Marking my skin indelibly
I don?t deserve this
Yet the truth hurts more then your lies
The sky bleeds as angles cry
Look who I am and see how it destroys me
I feel nothing I see nothing
If this is me this is me
Then why is it so wrong
Why do you control me
Why do I let this happen
I think till I think no more
I question till all has been asked
Indelibly your words are burnt on me
You have taken my heart
My inards are yours
My individuality I hold
Like a child to a mother
See how this destroys me
I think till I think no more
I question till all has been asked
Indelibly your words are burnt on me
You destroy me
I destroy me
Where have you taken me
My heart is imbrued like a bloodied sword
This cannot be me
I think till I think no more
I question till all has been asked
Indelibly your words are burnt on me
Is this all my life is worth
5.
Would you become my friend
Or would you turn my back again
The cracks in the ground be my only allies
Your voice all but gone
From my mind
To this ending I am drawn
This story starts and ends with this broken heart and sole
No will to live, No need to live
Alone unto itself
A devilish scream escapes angles lips
Stones and gravel all that she sees
Unable to lift her eyes to the world above
Her life one unhappy story
Verse 1:
The end of the line
To afraid to sleep
For the disappointment upon waking
To mush to bare
This world engulfs me
And I am frowning in this life
Chorus:
Confused? What is right
Controlled? I should stop this
Confined? locked in this life
Verse 2.:
You don't know me
You would do anything for me
Learn to know me for I am alone
So cold in this world
Yet no tears will drip from soft brown pools
Chorus again
Verse 3.
I continue to crawl
To fall and climb my way through these days
An empty shell gutted
Learning the art of death, the only way to live
Is this my life or yours?
Chourus